I'm Terrible

I can't believe I haven't posted in so long on here.  Life has been so up and down and full of so much.  I have been through a lot of depression and days where I just did not care anymore.  Just doing what it minimally took to survive and get through it.  I did get out.  I am back in Florida living with Mom and away from him and safe.  Things did not go as bad as I feared.  I will try to update more this week although trying to update daily was a silly notion.  I always aim to high!  :)